Hi parents. My son has always been quiet. Very loving and caring. At the age of 5 I left his father because he was violent towards me and he sore to much. I didnt want him growing up around that. Since then his father hardly rings him has always let him down but he has kept it all indide. Im re married to a lively man that loves my son like his own. We have just had another son hes 5 months old now. But I've just found out from my sin that hes tried to harm himself that he loses it when we arent home punches pillows throws chairs around and then when he snaps out of it he cleans up like nothing happened. It has been a horrific 2 weeks im still in shock because we have such an open relationship. We got admitted to hospital for a week hes now on antidepressants but more has come out he was in his room talking i thought he was talking to someone in xbox but it was to himself the other person he calls kade he said he doesnt tell me wat to do i control him. He really scared me because i could see the anger in his face he was trying to shut the doir on me which he has never done. I went in after and he couldnt remember talking just wanting to smash the door on me. Im so upset and suffer from anxiety so that's been sky high lately im so glad we are seeing phyc tomorrow because hes telling me more than him. He said the anger is making him weak because hes kept it in so long ive never heard him raise his voice. He said its like waves i can feel ok then i go down and the anger starts he trys to keep it at bay he shakes i have to calm him because it scares him wat he will do if he loses it. Has anyone been through this as i am geart broken and trying to keep it together plus have a 5 month old teething and a hubby on night shifts ... View more