Hi @Katubb,   I can hear the pain you are going through at the moment, and from the bottom of my heart I am so sorry to hear how hard things have been with your son  I can't begin to imagine what you have gone through, but I want you to know that we are here to support you    You have mentioned some really challenging experiences over the last few years with your son. Where there are changes like you have described in your son, it is understandable to feel a sense of loss of the person he was before.   Dealing with so many difficult experiences, your self care, wellbeing and safety is equally as important. What is your support system like at the moment? Do you have people around you to help with the impact this situation has had? Are you physically safe at the moment?   We are always here to lend an ear when you need someone to speak to    ... View more