Hi @Usedtobemomof3, thank you for sharing with us here on the forums.
I am sorry to hear about all the changes within your family and the relationship with your son. That must be a really difficult thing for you to experience. I can hear just how hurt you are and how hard you have been trying to build that relationship with your children back up. I think it is really great that you want the relationship with your son to improve. If you have not already spoken to someone about this, I would highly recommend speaking to a professional to get some support and advice around what your next steps should be. One helpline that you can call for advice is Parentline. You can call them to talk to a trained counsellor and get some advice around what you can do.
I'm also wondering how you are looking after yourself during this difficult time? It's important to practice some self-care to make sure that you're getting through this too.
We are here to listen and support you.
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