Hi @Mooshi28, welcome to our online community and thank you for sharing with us today! I'm sorry to hear that you've been going through so much recently with your 5-year-old. I can only imagine how stressful and exhausting this must be for both yourself and your husband. Firstly, I want to say that you have not failed your son. The fact that you are putting yourself out there to learn more and to identify what's going on, just shows what a good parent you are. If you are interested in having a bit of a read, The Raising Children's Network has a number of great articles and what you can do to help. I am also wondering what supports you have around you right now. Is there someone that you feel comfortable talking to about this? It could be a friend or family member, or perhaps even a health professional. Don't forget that you are important too. What kind of nice things do you do for yourself when things get hard? We are all here for you. ... View more