Hi @gwenny78 and welcome to the forums! We're glad you posted here.  That sounds like such a painful thing to go through. Do you have parenting orders in place? If so, do you feel that you're able to have a positive relationship with your youngest child?   I see you've said that your older children have decided not to have contact - I imagine that must be very hard for everyone involved. Have they shared anything with you about their reasons? Do you feel they are open to working on things, or do you think they need some space for now? I really feel for you - I can only imagine how difficult it must be to feel distance with your children. Please feel free to talk here any time you need support.  ... View more