Since my second child was born (2 years ago) I've been a different person. My husband and I decided a second so soon (1 year apart) was ok because he was going to be off work for 6 weeks and he was already so involved with our first. Then he took a new job which meant no time off. New job also consisted of extensive travel and it was like that for most of my second born's life up until now. I have struggled to cope with it on my own. I've turned into an inpatient, angry, exhausted "mother". I've screamed at my second child so much out of complete and utter frustration. Every day I regret having them so close together. So often over the last 2 years I've thought about how much better off they would be without me. They deserve so much better than me. They are beautiful children that deserve a better mother and I'm at the point where I feel like I would be doing them good to not be in their life. I can't do anything right and feel like I'm failing them by being around. ... View more