08-04-2021 10:46 AM - last edited on 08-04-2021 02:25 PM by Philippa-RO
It's a bit of a whirlwind story. I've just taken on a 14yo girl from my best mate. His wife died in a car crash when his daughter was 2, and he passed away last year in May due to illness he'd been fighting for a few years. I took on the role of her guardian.
I've never had a ton to do with her as I work weekends and my mate and I normally met up for dirt bike rides and lunches during the weekdays when and she was usually at school. I started going over for dinners and helping out the two of them with food and chores and helping him get to medical appointmentsthe final 10-12 months so did start seeing her a lot more, but I could never get a reaction from her then either. I'm 32 but definitely don't feel it, I like kids but I'm not really big into romantic relationships so never intended on having a family, and feel like I've never been so ill equipped in my life. I am, however, really eager to foster a relationship with her and create the best environment and foundation for her as I can. Despite the problems we're having, I can't imagine life without her and I love her to bits.
The problem: I have had her for over 12 months now and I have taken her to counsellors, psychologists, sports, everything I can think of (and they could think of), but I can't get her to talk. I'll get one or two word answers to questions, sometimes. I've been called in by all her teachers who've said she won't talk and gets straight As for exams and assignments but won't talk for public speaking or group tasks and won't answer questionsor talk to them if they go over to her desk. She apparently just goes down to sports courts at lunches and plays basketball or netball on her own. She'll join in with other kids if asked, but won't talk or react emotionally at all. She'll join in with anything we do on weekends (I adjusted work so I'm always able to go to her school and be home on weekends), but I cannot get her to converse. She also seems unable to pick things she likes. If we go to a grocery store or a clothes store and I say find something you like, she just stays still next to me and doesn't react.
I don't know why, she won't write it, she won't talk or explain it, I don't know what to do. I can understand she may have been shocked and upset when her father passed away, but nothing has changed at all since I first took her on and it seemed similar beforehand anyway, with both me and her father. He always said she was shy growing up but this seems extreme and he never worded it like this. She's also underweight and wont eat anywhere near the amount she should be but I can't understand why when she won't talk. Any suggestions?
08-04-2021 02:56 PM
@danluke_36 I'm so sorry for the loss of your friend, you're doing an amazing thing in being there for this young girl who has lost both her parents.
I just wanted to let you know I've edited out names in accordance with our guidelines.
You've taken on such a lot and your love for and devotion to your child is so clear.
Do you have any support around you?
It sounds like your child has significant trauma, having lost both her parents so young. I'm also a carer and I empathise with how challenging it can be knowing how best to support children who've experienced trauma - its impact is heartbreaking.
In terms of supporting her, many people who are caring for children with trauma find therapeutic parenting approaches to be helpful - if you're interested in reading more about it, this is a nice summary of what therapeutic parenting is about.
She may not seem to have responded to counselling or psychology appointments well so far, but I would highly recommend persevering. It sounds like you're doing all the right things in supporting her, but this sounds like an issue that's best addressed with professional help.
Do you think she'd be open to trying again with counselling?
If so, I'm wondering - have you tried any professionals who are experts in selective mutism?
I'm not an expert and I don't know if it's what your child has, but a professional with experience in that area might be a helpful place to start.
I'm so glad you posted here on the forum - we're here any time you need to talk.
08-04-2021 08:12 PM
08-05-2021 04:38 PM
Hi @danluke_36 as mentioned above, it sounds like you are a really solid person for this young woman. You mentioned feeling out of your depth but from what you've said so far, you are doing a really good job.
In regards to your questions:
Going into the counselling appointments might be a good idea, my only advice would be to gauge whether or not your friends daughter is comfortable with it. I know she isn't talking much so that might be hard. Maybe asking yes/no questions such as "Would you feel comfortable if I were to join you for one or two of your sessions?"
It might help open up some dialogue and will also show her how committed you are to her. My other thought was that it could be a good idea for you to also speak to someone - to get some support for you but also to get some tips on how to build her confidence.
I can understand why you're thinking of getting a second opinion - it definitely doesn't hurt to shop around and see what professionals say. It sounds like this young woman has had a lot of challenges to face in her life - I'm glad she has you on her side!
08-05-2021 05:22 PM
08-06-2021 03:24 AM
WOW....what a wonderful thing you have done to take in and love on this young lady. She has been through some trauma...and sounds like you are are truly giving her what she needs right now. I have two teenagers...and even in a family that has pretty "trauma" free- it is hard. Just keep loving her and talking to her and keeping her in therapy. Is there someone in her life before her Dad passed away that was important? Grandparents? Family? Teachers? Coaches or anyone that she might like to connect with and maybe chat with? What is she like at school? Is she willing to participate at school or mainly just quiet with you? My oldest teen did suffer from a bit of anxiety when she went through puberty and she landed in her room a ton. She has since ventured out and is part of the family again. I would find time when she seemed open to it...and try to just chat with her. Are there any TV shows or books that you have that you could read together...or have her read and then discuss after? What are the things she is interested in? Just wanted to give you props for loving her- even in the midst of it being so hard. Keep her in the counseling- sounds like she has shoved everything down deep- and the pain is taking over.
08-06-2021 05:39 PM - edited 08-06-2021 05:40 PM
It sounds very challenging trying to engage her but your persistent effort would be making a difference. Even if she isn't speaking, she would be able to see that you are by her side.
I understand your concerns when it comes to speaking for her. She clearly trusts you so there might be times where you do step in and other times where you might challenge her to express herself. I'm also happy to hear that you are getting some support with this too.
I am a big believer in getting different perspectives from health professionals to inform your choices. It definitely sounds worthwhile to investigate her lack of communication, just in case there is more to it.
You're doing really well! Please feel free to keep letting us know where you are at with this and we will help any way we can.
11-13-2021 11:41 PM - last edited on 11-14-2021 09:07 AM by Sophia-RO
and thank you!
I believe she had grandparents on the mum's side, but they turned a blindeye the moment her dad got sick and I don't have any contact details, neither does she unfortunately, but she also shakes her head when I ask if she wants to explore that avenue.
She's very good at school and participates, provided she doesn't have to talk.
Unfortunately at the time, I had no idea what she was into, and neither did her teachers because she never talked to them. She always participates in everything I put in front of her, but I never get any sort of emotion or reaction from her.
An update though: she will talk a little more to me now. She will say a short phrase if absolutely necessary, and can pick between two options if I ask (say between steak and potato or bolognese for dinner). However, we have had another problem arise: she refuses to go to any kind of doctor, including a regular GP. I'm a little concerned for her. She was rather underweight, so we've gotten that back to speed now, but she still doesn't get periods. I don't want to embarrass her, but I don't think that is normal and I would like to take her to a doctor to ask. She is 14, so I'm unsure about "forcing" her to a doctor, but I'm also unsure about me going in and asking about her which feels like I'm doing it behind her back in a way.
11-14-2021 03:55 PM
Hello @danluke_36 , I’m sorry to hear about the current situation that you are in. It sounds like it would be tough at times being the main support for her. It’s great to hear that she is engaging well at school and enjoys it. Does she get much support from teachers or counsellors at school?
It’s awesome that she has been talking a bit more to you lately. Seems like your communication is starting to open up! Sounds like it would be hard managing her needing to see professionals but refusing to go. Have you been able to have a conversation with her about what might have changed and led her to not wanting to see her doctor anymore? Do her doctors know that this has been happening lately?
I also just wanted to let you know that I have had to edit some of your post to fit in with our community guidelines .
11-15-2021 02:10 PM - edited 11-15-2021 02:18 PM
@danluke_36 I just wanted to follow up as well to say that when it comes to your young person's health, there's such a wide range of normal and I personally think it's okay to seek advice if you're not sure what's normal and what's not.
I'm wondering if there are any close female friends or family members you could talk to, or whether you could arrange to go and speak to a female GP or nurse one to one to talk through what things are worrying you. Alternatively, healthdirect might have some helpful information.
I personally don't think that is going behind your young person's back because it doesn't have to be about her specifically - it could be more about seeking information for yourself regarding what's normal and what needs to be followed up by a professional.
Once you have more information for yourself, then you would be more able to have an informed conversation with your young person.
I notice you mentioned that she doesn't have any family - can I ask whether you have support from child protection as her carer? I'm wondering if they could offer any help with advisors you could talk to, or access to professional supports?