Hey @CandyGirl  I'm glad you're feeling more heard on here. It sounds like you're more looking for practical support and connection around how isolated and exhausted you've been feeling? You have so much on your plate: looking after your son, your dog, your partner, all while managing your own mental health. While your partner is someone you feel connected to, it's difficult because he's going through his own struggles.  The League of Legends streaming sounds like a nice way to focus on yourself when you can, you must be very good at it, having played for 10 years! I hope you find the carer resources helpful if you get the chance to check them out- we'd love to hear your thoughts I hope you're finding the community a safe and supportive place and continue to reach out    ... View more