Hey @Dotti2,   I'm so sorry to read about your son's mental health.  Having a child struggle must be one of the hardest things a parent has to go through  Did anything happen over the 12 months to exacerbate his distress?  You mentioned him not wanting to live.  I just wanted to check-in on his safety.  Do you think he is at high risk of self-harm?  If he is please call your local mental health crisis team (CATT team) and if you're worried about imminent danger to self, please call 000.     You sound like you're doing all you can to help    You said you've tried doctors and specialists but they've not been able to help.  Has he seen a psychologist or psychiatrist yet?  Sorry to ask so sorry questions, I just wanted to check.   ... View more