I know it was really hard for her as well as myself as I was gone for 6 days. I had a 4 day labour and 2 days recovery. When I got home she wanted nothing to do with me as a self presentation method in case I had to go again. Which I did, as baby developed jaundice and we ended up being admitted again. And then when we got home from that, I had to be admitted myself due to severe mastitis and they thought I had cysts. Luckily I didn't. Its all been A LOT to deal with. I love her so much I just feel like its too hard and I dont have the energy to deal with her. Its hurting me so bad. I will definitely reach out to my doctor, its just really hard and confronting to make that initial contact and admitting defeat.
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