Hi @Me-me and welcome to the Parents Forum
I'm incredibly sorry that you are going through this situation, it must be very upsetting and very stressful for you. Can I please ask what sort of supports you have in place for yourself right now, such as family, friends, or professional services?
If you do need to talk to someone, Parentline is a very good resource, and offer support 24/7.
In case you're not already familiar with them, the Dept for Education, Children, and Young People can also provide advice and referrals to services that may be able to help support you.
As a side note, just letting you know that a part of your posts needed to be edited to better align with our community guidelines.
This is a very difficult situation, so please remember to take care of yourself and reach out if you need some support.
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