04-12-2019 02:23 PM
04-12-2019 03:49 PM
Hello @WorriedMama and welcome to ReachOut,
It sounds like things have been overwhelming for you recently with your daughter. It can be difficult to cope when your child is being aggressive or rude towards you and others. Is there anyone you can talk to about what's been happening recently? While it's great you're looking for a solution with your daughter, it's also important to look out for your own mental health.
Unfortunately, we can't give legal advice on the forums and as we are an Australian-based forums, many of our external links and helplines will be unavailable to you. However, this American webpage here has several links to parent helplines that may be able to provide you with more detailed and specific advice.
04-12-2019 04:23 PM
It definitely sounds like things are out of control and on the far more serious than simple mis-behaviour.
Your are caught in an impossible situation. An out of control teenager who by the sounds of it is threatening the rest of the family. As a parent, you can do everything "Right" and sometimes end up in a situation where things go horribly wrong.
When I read your post, the bit that lept out at me was what you fear could happen to you and your other children. "Losing my home, I'm concerned for the safety of my other children who are 8, 2, and 7 months."
I know when things were bad with my ex and I the thing that made me take action in the end was the impact I saw it having on my children. I am sure you would endure a great deal for your older daughter but when your daughter's behaviours impacts rest of the family so seriously, I think you need to be making the smaller children safety your the priority.
When you have offered her assistance and done all the things you can up to and including inpatient care sometimes you just have to accept that this is beyond your control. No one doubts you love and care for your daughter, and sometimes the hardest thing in the world is to let them make their choices and take the consequences. She is definitely old enough to make an informed decision about her actions and in turn the consequences of those actions.
By choosing not to take her medication and refusing counselling she is making a choice. You are not responsible for the results of her choices. All you can do is guide and support her. If she makes bad choices your heart breaks, you become frustrated and dumbfounded at how they can possibly choose what they do,
I am not suggesting you write off your older daughter, but if she is not taking medication and is a threat to your younger children or yourself you must act to protect your family. I don't know where you are and what support is available to troubled teens to help her find "somewhere else to go" so I cant advise you with practical support on how to make arrangements.
If things are as bad as they sound finding alternative accommodation for your eldest needs to be a priority, because if a "Caring" neighbour involves child services and there is a police record of violence at the home things could get very complicated very quickly.
I wish I could do more to help.
Know that with the way things are it is only human to feel scared, frustrated and hurt. Dealing with that on top of dealing with your daughter can seem unimportant but I would encourage you to look after yourself as well because you have small children who need you to be there for them
04-12-2019 06:24 PM
Hi @WorriedMama ,
Thanks for sharing your thoughts and experiences with us, I can hear the struggle, and frankly impossible, situation you're in . . .
Sorry I cant help fix the situation or help you escape this nightmare. My only hope is that you keep fighting for your family and searching for a place for your daughter to stay.
Apart from family and friends, do you know of any other facilities?
04-15-2019 07:47 AM
04-15-2019 09:31 AM
Hi @WorriedMama ,
I'm not sure there is an easy solution to your situation. I know its extremely hard when your child leaves and refuses to come back (been there!).
For me (and not saying this is best for everybody in the same situation - and not sure what its like in the US), but I pestered child services. They were able to order a safe custody warrant giving the police the ability to extract my son.
Of course this doesn't fix the problem, as your child may simply run away again. However, it did help me access more services for a longer term solution.
Its a horrible experience you are going through right now, thoughts are with you.
04-15-2019 09:36 AM - edited 04-15-2019 09:37 AM
I am afraid being Australian I dont know of have any experience of US laws in this area. I doubt whether anyone could seriously consider it child abandonment when you have arranged somewhere to stay else to stay.
Without knowing your daughter, I couldn't guess at her motivation. It could be she is scared she has gone to far and is lashing out or something quite maliciously planned.
Part of what is happening her is your daughter is making choices. If she chooses to stay with her boyfriend that is her choice. That choice has consequences, some she will love - the freedom, some she wont - lack of support.
I would encourage you to reach out and remind your daughter you still love her and provided she acts appropriately.. i.e. none of the extreme behaviour of the past she is welcome back in your home.
AND re-iterate she needs to choose to both modify her behaviour and come home.
While it might seem like this is a devastating turn of events, it might be the best thing to give your daughter some time to reflect on her choices and options. While the situation with my partner and her daughter was not as extreme as the one you are living, it was only by letting her daughter choose to live somewhere else at 16 that they were able to move their relationship forward into a more positive one... they are out having breakfast as I type so there is hope that this could be a step towards your daughter understanding of how the real world actually works.
04-16-2019 09:28 PM - edited 04-16-2019 09:34 PM
I am so sorry to hear about your struggles. Teens are so challenging and we think they are so grown up but they are really just children.
I'm not sure I can add anything, just some scientific theory that has been mangled by mainstream education and psychology.
Ed Ford and Tom Bourbon developed a program called Responsible Thinking for Juvenile offenders which was adapted for all parents and now is used by many schools across the world. I highly recommend their book Fundamentals: Discipline for Home and School. It is based on the scientific theory by Will Powers called Perceptual Control Theory. and is very easy to read. (If you do get it I am happy to talk about it but it's years since I have read it.) The basis is one we are all aware of; that we can't control/motivate/encourage anyone else. We are all responsible for our own behaviour.
How does this apply to you? If your daughter didn't want to be with you, she would find a way to get out. Not a reassurance but it makes me wonder what she really wants. This is one of the questions they ask.
What does she want/need? This is why she needs a counsellor. Maybe you can go together as you said she won't go. Maybe she will if she thinks you are the one with the problem.
Before you can do any of this you, or another adult, might be able to build a bridge by having 'quality' time together. This can be something she enjoys doing or going for a walk or repairing the damage she has done or playing games. It sounds like this might be tough for you at the moment but it can be anyone else who may break down the barriers for you to get in. There is something really upsetting your daughter. I wonder what it is. Hospitalisation may be the best option. Safety first as others have said! If she had a broken back you wouldn't hesitate to take her to hospital.
Also it can help to remember that anxiety often presents as anger in teens. If this is the case, there is some stuff you can do at home. Grit your teeth... it's hard to be positive at the moment, especially with daughter. Hug yourself and be prepared.
You might find some links interesting if you haven't read them already while you were racking your brain for ideas.
Now I've shared a great deal here and very quickly. My main intention is to send you positive thoughts and well wishes. BIG BIG HUGS you can survive this!
04-17-2019 02:07 PM
I can't begin to imagine what you must be going through right now- I can hear that you love all your children very much and you have been trying everything you can think of to support your daughter while keeping your younger children safe.
What were your thoughts about some of the links @JAKGR8 sent? One thing that always makes me smile coming to this community is the time and love that our parents put into supporting others!
Before coming to ReachOut, I worked in acute inpatient mental health services with young people going through very similar experiences to what your daughter is going through, @WorriedMama. Of every young person I saw, there was a strength and determination, and while not every one identified that they needed support or help, most people came to understand themselves and their experiences better and take steps forward. I want you to know that there is hope- I see it everyday When they are ready, teens do take steps forward, and I hold hope for your daughter that this is the path she will choose in time
Right now, this must hurt more than I can begin to imagine- and we are here to lend a listening ear whenever you need to chat